Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Well this blogging thing isn't going very well. No one seems to be interested in what I have to say. I guess I will do a few more blogs to see if I get any response, then I will hang it up.
I really don't know what to write about. My life is quite boring. It used to revolve around my son, but that is slowly fading away. He wants so badly to be independent. He wants to move out. How do I let him go. I know that I have to. I don't want to. I know I need to be strong, but where do I find the strength to let him go. I guess I will have to find the strength. I just know it will be the hardest thing I have had to do in my life. My son is a good young man and I know he will be alright, but its hard for the mother in me to not be there to help him in case he fails. the more I think about it I will be there, whenever he needs me and I hope he knows that. That's what mother are for.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Life after you child grows up

This is my first blog. I am not quite sure what I doing.I need some thing to do with my free time (I have a lot of it lately) My son has graduated and is now in college. He was my whole life for the past 18 years! Now what do I do with my self. No more football games,baseball games or anything to do with him. My husband is always working. He has his own business, which I help out with.
Its not a full time job and I don't even get paid for it. So here I am trying to figure out what to do with my self. I thought maybe this blogging thing will be therapeutic. What do you think?